Okay?

It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....

Im not really sure what the meaning of that but..

A long time ago, I thought that...

Sometimes, men or women couldnt tell the real of what their feeling was with her/his people they loved. It's not because she/he doesnt love that people. It's about the feeling of their loved will be sad or worry if they tell him/her. You know, it's just like you said I love you on a knife roads. It bleed everymoment you did it. But you still said that you were fine at all. That a bullshit thing ever. Helooo. Cant you realize? You are going to kill your self every second. Just because you dont want to be left by them. Oh God, thats so funny. There are so many kind people, why didnt you leave? Find the better one. You know, if it just kills you every moment. Its not love. Love never hurt you.

But now I know...

Thats not the real answer. Not really. But I think that statement its just like hmmm I love you, but trust me that I was killed by it every day. Every hour. Every second. And if you give me a chance to choose between my souls or your souls. Im sure, I dont need my souls without yours. So, I'll choose yours. I didnt care how much Im bleeding. But all I know if I loved you I have to victimize my self. No matter what. Love is blind. Yep, true. You will do everything to see the smile of the people you loved. You didnt care how much it kills your souls. You didnt care how much you wanna cry and cry. You didnt care how much your heart scream like "im tiredddd". You didnt care how much your heart bleed, hurt, and you lost it. Its like you never care about your feeling anymore. But in that situation, you still said "it's okay. im okayyy". You smile and then he/she believe you. And then it bleed more.

It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
It's okay....
Not okay....
Im not okay....
Sure.........
Im not okay....

Hmmm I think (sometimes) it's okay means you're not okay on your way. You are really not okay at all. But you still said that no matter it hurts, cause love was paralyzed your feeling. Even you knew, you still did it everyday. Cause it just one way to show you loved him/her very much. You provide happiness for him/her even you never get it back. You just act like you were happy. But deep inside, your heart screaming every second you believe that you were fine.

Friends,
Your journey is too useless if you wasting your time with people you never feel happy with him/her. Find someone better.
Your destiny has been written. 
Dont worry.